I am not sure that why am I writing this post, but just want to narrate one story that I read somewhere with my "desi tadka of emotions".
Two souls with but a single thought,two hearts that beat as one --John Keats
Long time back when there was boom in software industry and people from all over India were migrating to a place called Bangalore that is now "namma bangluru" (similar to my migration from Lucknow to my bread butter place (bangluru))
The cynosure of this story, our hero, joins "xyz ltd" from Delhi as a campus batch joinee in the year 2001. He was ecstatic that so many years of struggle, pain and hard work (every campus joinee think like same!!) paid eventually and he got the perfect company to start his career. He thanked god for blessing him all the happiness. During the training program, he performed very well, and he was allocated to projects straight after the training. Sitting on bench in the beginning itself marks your slow growth and is a sign of poor performance in training , so he got another reason to celebrate that he didn’t fell in that slot of people. But destiny never keeps you happy always in go ga ga days. Soon after that day, his life started to become very monotonous. He wakes up every day at the same time..play his i-pod..brush his teeth.. take bath..leave for office.. takes breakfast with frnds.. go to his work..take tea at 11 ..12.30 call for lunch time.. 2.30 again a tea break..then he returns back to home. Then he iron clothes... cook food.. watch tv and hit the sleep. This was his life for almost two years, he had achieved good rapport along with his team member and in the organization. But at the bottom of his heart he was not at all happy, he cry, shouts and get irritated even with small things. The situation raised so high that now he did not even like to do work. There was something missing in his life....ohh see all of u have guessed it right "love". A 4 letter short but means a lot for the persons who really fell in it and just a word for those who say just for saying....this word needs lots of commitment and honesty..i know most of us dont feel that word ...I always found that there are two reasons for not feeling it. One is "we have never got the true love" and second is "we got so many times that now we do not have any feel for this word"...and most of us fall in 1 category coz if we would have got we would have been talking to our soul mates instead of reading this blog. ;) .. lol .. Just kidding guys and girlies.. J
So coming back to story, after two years again one campus batch joined the "xyz ltd" ..yaa your kindergarten teacher did marvelous job in teaching addition ;) , it is in the year 2003. This batch also had a similar kind of training and other stuff. In this batch there is a very intelligent lovely girl, loves metal songs, njoy playing tt ...we will call her "heroin" to refer her in rest of our blog.
one fine day our hero saw this lady playing tt while having lunch, then this process ( of bird watching on her of course !! .. btw what you thought .. he continuously had lunch or she played tt dumbooo !!) continued for a month or so and then suddenly our hero noticed that that girl is also watching him.
After this incidence both of them started seeing each other without talking. One fine day our hero collected all his strength and dared to ping her on communicator (a Microsoft chat tool used mostly in organizations) , the girl was a bit hesitant initially to start the conversation with him on chat, but as all would have felt that she also had some inclination for tour hero...so they continued chatting initially on technical thing ->then to personal ->then to love..Let me clarify now here that they had no such feeling of love for each other at that time. They just hinted for the liking which they have for each other....Slowly they started missing each other that they could not even remain separated for 5 mins. Either they sms, call, chat for full day. Even at night they keep on sms’ing till they are taken over by sleep...
Finally on Thursday they decided to meet for the first time...they waited for all the team mates to leave from the office and then both of them left for cafeteria together and started talking. On the very first day...Our daring hero told her that he already has started liking her. But the girl said that she needs time to think about it but she assured him that she will come to him only in the end…After that they chatted for an hour or so and then our hero dropped the girl to her home...He realized that for the first time in our hero’s life a girl was sitting on his bike, that too his love. They were so close to each other that they could hear each other’s heart beat even and that brought the serenity of love in the air in and around them. Our hero dropped the lady at her home and thanked god for gifting him the lady of his dreams…he felt that he must have done some good deeds in the past coz of them only he is able to get such a nice person as his life partner...our hero was so much in love that he used to forget all the things apart from desperately looking for a beep of msg from her.
Same thing happened on Friday...and the feeling on both the side kept on increasing in the exponential form, they just don't want to be alone any time...they have only one work and that was to think about each other. On one fine Friday they decided that they will come to office on Saturday and spend the whole day together …both of them were very excited to imagine that they will get the complete day for each other ...they stood on the edge of the terrace without saying anything, engrossed in eternity with the love mellowing down with every cool breeze touching them… In spite of that being a very cold day they didn't want to go from there ...they were just smiling and smiling as if there were no worries in this whole world..Coz for them whole world got shrank in soul of two people ...Sooner they realized that its getting late and time to depart. Again our hero dropped her and they chatted again on msg and then they slept...On Sunday they didn't meet. The day was too heavy for them...both of them had deep urge to see each other...But they restrained them self only to msges … By this time our hero had already decided that he will marry only to this girl and asked god to bless him with this lady to partner for his rest of life.
Monday was the day (there one week anniversary) when both of them were very happy that they will see each other after one complete day..during the lunch time they exchanged the smile and went back to their work places...but here comes the twist ...our heroin told her boyfriend (yes this girl has a bf from past 4 years. But there is nothing left between them...any love. It is just a routine exchange of msges about well being and our hero has already been told about him by her. But hero still thinks that this girl will definitely comes to him) without informing our hero that he likes a guy ...and want to be with him for her rest of life time...She asked him to go away from her life completely..But the word destiny is too big to defy.
our heroin asked our hero to meet her right now. They went to the cafeteria and talked where the girl cried a lot, she was unable to hold her emotions. One side there is a guy to whom she met a week ago only and who loves her too much and on another side there is a guy who is with her from 4 year and the memories of 4 year.
She was very confused what to do what not to do. Our hero assured her that he will be with her for rest of his life but don’t know why these words were sounding just words to her, not touching her heart .
They again met in the evening they smiled talked and to our hero it seemed for the first time that this girl is not with her earlier bf. It was so great feeling that couldn’t be confined in words for our hero as if the god has gifted him the best gift of his life, stars can be seen twinkling in their eyes. But destiny had some different plan in his kitty for both of them. The heroin’s phone ringed and guess what ! it was of his bf ,our hero felt extremely bad but he managed to hide his actual emotions and somehow passed a smile at her. He went far from his lady love so that she can talk without any hesitation. Almost 20 min passed, she kept on talking on phone and our hero was busy roaming here and there in the meantime , but every moment was felt lie passing an year for him ( as if he could feel that something wrong will happen soon)… at last time to go home arrived..Our hero somewhere knew by this time that he lost her..But he still believes some miracle will happen and that girl will be with him. Our hero smiled and tried every damn thing possible to make her laugh while going back to home..On this day for the first time our heroin hugged him from back on his bike...that was like a heaven through which they were sailing in that very moment...bike was running on slow speed, chilling wind was blowing on their faces....I think these feeling can never be described in the worlds, they are immortal and those who got a chance to feel it are the most luckiest person on the earth. Finally destination came and our hero dropped her home …but while going back our heroin stopped him... her throat clogged and heart beat rose but finally she told him that "I don't know whether this is the last time or not when we are meeting but she will love him throughout her life ". Our hero could not believe his ears… how this cruel game can be played with him by destiny… and why him only... Every moment he spent with her and the feeling shared with her was running across his mind. He tried his level best to control himself but few drops of tears rolled down from his eyes..The girl went back to her house and our hero cried and cried throughout his drive on the "double road" back to his room.
They did not exchanged any messages on that day ...the whole night was like a burden as if thousands of mountains were placed on top of their hearts ... the girl threw her cell after pulling out the SIM card to cry alone and think deserted . Our hero kept on sending many messages whole night one after the other and pleaded her not to leave him...but none of the msg was delivered. It was a sleepless night for him, he cried to his limit. All seven days was playing in his eyes like a movie without clipping a single moment spent or thought about her. He remembered each and every word they talked about, her beautiful smile that he used to watch always was flashing in his mind .after every few minutes he checked his cell if she replied to any message and when he didn’t find any he called her but it was always found switched off ...In the morning, after a very long night, our hero's cell rang up, he jumped to pick his cell and a smile stroked through his face ...yes it was her message… She just wrote "can u meet me plz in the morning". From the message itself you could have guessed it that the condition of girl was also very bad. Our hero quickly dressed up and went to office to meet her.
our heroin told our hero that she can’t be with him and she has to return back to her bf because they were together for 4 years (I know it sound silly in these dayz that u want to be with the person just for the sake of time u have spent together and not for the compatibility and love u share. But this is destiny and this is truth), our hero tried to be too strong but his heart was full of sorrow and pain. He was thinking whole night about her and at last he broke down as he was unable to control and then he cried like hell. Our hero told her about the last night what happened to him without her replies and how a feeling of him losing her for forever chilled down his spine at night. He pleaded her to be with him, our hero also said that it is very unfair that a person is getting 4 year to get u and one person not even 10 days. She tried to convince him but all went in vain and the girl also started crying. Our hero could see her crying in front of her. They departed with a heavy heart.
Though our hero’s heart was shattered like a mirror but in every piece of his heart he could see that girl
Days passed by in loads of sorrow months like that only. He left that company and went to his native place "Delhi" and joined a different company. He still loves her and his heart waiting for her to come back to his life. He lived life in those seven days. Every moment was like diamond to him and he will preserve them till his life ends and his memory is also engraved in some corner of her heart forever.
Words in love are written by the ink of friendship using letters knows as feelings......it is read on the table of my heart in the light of the little lamp called "love".....n they are kept securely in the in box called soul locked with the key called life forever.....
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